BG101 | Boy To Make Me Worry

by Tim Chaplin

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    BG101 Tim Chaplin - Boy To Make Me Worry 2x12" LP

    Edition of 250 (Gold & Silver vinyl/Includes digital download card)
    Release date: 22 JAN 2016

    Continuing the documentation of home-recordings by UK-based artist Tim Chaplin, this 2x12" gatefold LP features 17 songs cut to Silver and Gold vinyl with a digital download code for the full 39-track collection ranging from 1998 - 2010. Full-color gatefold jacket with artwork by Seattle-based artist Jesse Treece.

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1.
Back to the beginning, such a lonely way To make it all worthwhile Wish I could make you smile Wish the beginning could restart today And you could reconcile Guess it's not your style Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I feel the same Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I'm back again Back to the beginning for a second time And only time can tell And I gotta get me well Wish the beginning could be mine this time So help me outta hell I've nothing more to sell Tim Chaplin 1998
2.
Back to the beginning, such a lonely way To make it all worthwhile Wish I could make you smile Wish the beginning could restart today And you could reconcile Guess it's not your style Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I feel the same Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I'm back again Back to the beginning for a second time And only time can tell And I gotta get me well Wish the beginning could be mine this time So help me outta hell I've nothing more to sell Tim Chaplin 1998
3.
Alone 03:31
Back to the beginning, such a lonely way To make it all worthwhile Wish I could make you smile Wish the beginning could restart today And you could reconcile Guess it's not your style Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I feel the same Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I'm back again Back to the beginning for a second time And only time can tell And I gotta get me well Wish the beginning could be mine this time So help me outta hell I've nothing more to sell Tim Chaplin 1998
4.
Back to the beginning, such a lonely way To make it all worthwhile Wish I could make you smile Wish the beginning could restart today And you could reconcile Guess it's not your style Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I feel the same Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I'm back again Back to the beginning for a second time And only time can tell And I gotta get me well Wish the beginning could be mine this time So help me outta hell I've nothing more to sell Tim Chaplin 1998
5.
Fine 03:12
Back to the beginning, such a lonely way To make it all worthwhile Wish I could make you smile Wish the beginning could restart today And you could reconcile Guess it's not your style Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I feel the same Shampoo and water and tears down the drain All the way from nowhere and now I'm back again Back to the beginning for a second time And only time can tell And I gotta get me well Wish the beginning could be mine this time So help me outta hell I've nothing more to sell Tim Chaplin 1998
6.
No Wonder 02:41
Lie, that's all you ever do Try is all that I can do And I wonder what you'll say "No wonder," they say Sigh 'bout memories of me Cry for how it used to be Tim Chaplin 1998
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So She Says 03:11
So promises are broken again Been trying since I can't remember when But now it's been too long And what I did was wrong I can't care less Or so she says So all your dreams are all falling down Just can't stop the circle turning round But she's the one who chose And now she thinks she knows I can't care less Or so she says I'm walking through the rain But she can't feel the same I can't care less Or so she says Tim Chaplin 1997
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Take me and break me Hate me and forsake me I'm just a number Hate just holds me under How does your hair grow Colours of the rainbow? How can I get there? How can you not care? Take me and make me Someone who won't hate me You're just another Someone or other How does the time go Faster than a rainbow? How did I get here? How did we get here? Tim Chaplin 1999
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Shot Down 03:30
Think someone switched me off inside today Try with all my might to find the words to say If I could, you wouldn't listen anyway I've been shot down... Think something snapped in me inside today Why'd you wanna fight the words I wanna say? If I did, it wouldn't matter anyway Tim Chaplin 2000
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Think someone switched me off inside today Try with all my might to find the words to say If I could, you wouldn't listen anyway I've been shot down... Think something snapped in me inside today Why'd you wanna fight the words I wanna say? If I did, it wouldn't matter anyway Tim Chaplin 2000
14.
Think someone switched me off inside today Try with all my might to find the words to say If I could, you wouldn't listen anyway I've been shot down... Think something snapped in me inside today Why'd you wanna fight the words I wanna say? If I did, it wouldn't matter anyway Tim Chaplin 2000
15.
I open up and give you the truth I let you in and cut it loose I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes Every time things seem so clear Then I sit with you and they disappear I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes I build it up inside my mind Then it all falls down to drag behind I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes Tim Chaplin 1997
16.
I open up and give you the truth I let you in and cut it loose I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes Every time things seem so clear Then I sit with you and they disappear I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes I build it up inside my mind Then it all falls down to drag behind I trusted you but the door was closed I try again and so it goes Tim Chaplin 1997
17.
Wrong 04:33
Someone told me it was easy No one told me what I'd found When my dreams were still unbroken And the walls had fallen down "Take this for this," they told me "And take this for this," they said "Then take this to stop you feeling... Stop you feeling, feeling dead" When everything you've ever had is gone It's gone And everything you've got inside is wrong It's wrong Tim Chaplin 1999
18.
Won't you tell me what to do? I don't want to fight with you Tune me in to something new If it's the last thing that you do I'm not here, just passing through Sing the words I wrote for you I'll show you how much is true If it's the last thing that I do Someone show me what to do I don't want to fight with you Just do what you wanted to If it's the last thing that you do Tim Chaplin 2000
19.
Stay Away 04:30
It's so empty here today I miss you And the words that you might say I miss you Just remember Don't you worry And we can win this war Together I wish you wouldn't stay away forever You never had to go away forever I wish that we were here today, together I've been looking for the words to say forever I'm so empty here today But I'm trying Just a slave here to obey And I'm crying Tim Chaplin 1997
20.
She Said 03:22
She said to me, she wants someone to talk to She said to me, how everything is wrong All that she can see, is what she thinks she wants to All I've ever been's an actor all along And I'm sorry it's so tedious to you And I'm sorry I'm so meaningless to you... Sticks and stones might break my bones I'll see you be the death of me All alone's not what we chose Can't you see the rest of me? She said to me, I need someone to talk to She said to me, she wished we were the same Everything I see, is what I think I want to Everything to me, is reaching her again Tim Chaplin 1998
21.
You say you feel it's all forgotten It's all just in my mind So what's all this I find? You say I've always forgotten What I left behind So why these warning signs? But I know I can change I can try I can find The answer in your eyes I can fight To make it all okay To find the words to say It's only you, always You say the years are all between us It's all just in my mind It's better off behind You say you wish you had an answer You wish all this could change You want your time again Tim Chaplin 1997
22.
Cotton Wool 04:06
He sees her in her street clothes Black to match her eyes An open book where he knows The ending's no surprise All he ever wanted was a memory of you You let everything get on top of you He wants to wrap her up in cotton wool Find a bed to rest your head Somewhere when the world is full A special place to hide your face She thought she coulda made it When all the past had gone But she couldn't save it Now innocence is gone I see you in your street clothes Black to match your eyes Can you guess which words I wrote I knew were only lies? Tim Chaplin 1999
23.
It's never easy to protect a memory of you I never ever did expect anything from you Never as simple as saying some words Never as simple as school If ever there's anything you ever need Anything I need is you Will we be ever be walking together? Will we ever be talking forever? Gonna get to you... It's never easy letting go of a memory of you But all I ever wanted was a little part of you Never as simple as writing some words Never as simple as school But there's a piece of you stuck inside me And I don't know what to do Tim Chaplin 1997
24.
Fade Away 07:37
Will I see you again? Could it ever be the same? Through the rivers of flowing rain Will I see you again? Does the world still know your name? Are you drowning in your pain? Could you love me just the same? Will I see you again? Can you touch the sun in the sky? Can you feel the rain, does it make you cry? Don't you ever stop, ask yourself why? That you're just so weak that you're gonna die? Who's the one who believed in you? Who's so mixed up that he don't know what to do? Who's the one who fell for all the lies? Who's the one who always tried? Now it's coming round again That old familiar pain Trapped in the place where our hearts lay All I can do is fade away Tim Chaplin 1997
25.
On Your Own 06:49
If you thought this was the time And you thought the time was now If you're always asking why You're always thinking how You're not the only one You're never on your own Don't be the only one Don't take it on your own Before you felt the pain Before I saw your face Before I feel the same Before you know your place When there was nothing here And nothing came to you Before you disappear Be sure you've thought it through Tim Chaplin 1997
26.
I sent a message to you My way of getting it through I sent a message to you Don't know what I'm gonna do You made a mess outta me Your way of making me see You made a mess outta me A mess outta you I've got a picture of you... That you don't see There's one thing I wanna be Put outta my misery Just one thing I wanna be Someone who's able to see So I wait there at your door You said I've been here before I'm waiting here at your door I'm waiting for you Tim Chaplin 2002
27.
Angels 02:34
Underneath All of your empty dream There's a light that shines That you've never seen And without wings Well, it's hard to fly Far away from here To the other side 'Cause there's a price to pay For sticking to your lonely way But I know that The angels in your heart don't mind And I know that The diamonds (sunset) in your eyes'll shine And then you'll find your way Back up to the top today After all Of the words to say There's an empty hole Where your conscience lay And without eyes Well, I could never cry And without you Well, I would surely die Tim Chaplin 2003
28.
Look at me from your picture frame I'll never be the same again And I feel myself losing control Meet me on the same bus home... I'll never get there alone So look at me from your picture frame You'll never come this way again Tim Chaplin 2003
29.
Hazel Eyes 03:43
Changed the names as the almost-innocent Drift unanchored out to sea Call her name, she's not woke up properly yet Always somewhere else to be It's not enough to hurt you (your) Hazel eyes... I ain't twisting anybody's arm Gotta get there on your own Always promise to keep you safe from harm We can make this house a home Tim Chaplin 2006
30.
Anthology 04:41
As the raindrops fall down On your street And the pain stops the sound Of my heartbeat And you said it was me Come what may You brought me here So you take me away Saw the sun always shine In your hair You left a piece of your heart Everywhere And you'll never lose That's how lucky you are Couldn't get close enough To take it too far Enough of the rain Enough of the sun Enough of the black and the white Enough of your name Enough of no one Enough of the day and the night Enough of the love Enough of the hate Enough of the off and the on Enough of the now Enough of the wait Enough of the right and the wrong Remember the truth And the time that it takes And how empty you are As your lonely heart breaks 'Cause you know that I'm right When I say that it's wrong I'm no good at goodbyes I'm no good for no one So all of these things Were all that we had You can't hurt me no more When I'm broken so bad Only ever enough To ever break us apart Your anthology Of broken hearts Tim Chaplin 2003
31.
Rag Tag Girl 03:13
Rag tag girl, it goes so slow Time it takes to come and go I stopped playing When it stopped being fun Felt as like you'll No longer run Rag tag girl, it's over now Since the teacher taught us how Tim Chaplin 2005
32.
Like the boy who fell to earth I left my life for something worse Dead flowers, broken jars of jam It's getting blacker where I am You're the one forgotten girl Most beautiful mess in the world You cross the road with your eyes closed A nickname sticks and I suppose... I love you like he might do, babe Still cleaning up all the mess that we made I love you like he might do, babe Two months behind on the price to be paid There's trouble burning in your blood But helping does more harm than good Hurt me so bad it's physical Make me so sad it's cynical You're looking for the wrong way out Of afternoons that came about From playing at being grown up, now With heroes on the phone and how... Tim Chaplin 2005
33.
Damage 03:57
The world and his wife knows how lucky you are To become someone on your own I can remember before you were born Takes me to tears every time Hit me with your damage every time Hit me with your damage this time Look at them all in the Tower of London Watch how they fall in the Tower of London Look in my face in the Tower of London Hey, you, hey, me, in the Tower of London Tap water tears as she swung on her heels And she won't even ever look back Left all alone in the red danger zone Takes me to tears every time Tim Chaplin 2006
34.
When I see you, I see me It's just the situation sometimes But love comes for free Not always in a straight line There may as well be no girls in the world Every day, always Drew an angel on your back In the olden days Always, always, always Tangled up with you Always, always, always Hanging on for you When I was young, I used to think Now I don't even bother no more Only taught me how to sink You showed me oh so much more Tim Chaplin 2006
35.
11:17 03:31
Love didn't last Stuck in the past Like a kinda blue Happy, perhaps Fill in the gaps While I wait for you Pleased to meet the only one I knew I got nothing better to do There's a line that you're above Kids in their first flush of love Never said it wasn't true 11:17'll do Painted your room In a shade of maroon A long way away Talk to me soon Over the moon With your words today Said it's me, according to you Everything's just something to do Tim Chaplin 2006
36.
Last Train 02:58
Last train outta London All aboard, just take me home Got some if you want some Call the number in the phone Fix up, pretty baby love The road's too dark for me alone Mixed up pretty baby love The line's too black for me alone Call me when you get there I'll meet you just inside the door Tangled in your long hair We'll be where we were before Sleep tight, pretty baby love I'll save a place for you by me Sweet dreams, pretty baby love I'll make the bed for you and me Tim Chaplin 2006
37.
Antiquity 01:45
Fell out of a tree Into antiquity And I'd much rather be here Than down on one knee And I don't wanna be a liar Just for owning up to you This heart's for hire 'Til I can tell it true Bumped into myself On the damaged shelf Never wanted to play Your nine-day-wonder yesterday Tim Chaplin 2004
38.
Walking away From what you wanna say Someone'll pay To count the cost today I'm not like you I don't know what to do Tell me it's true Beaten me black and blue You could start it over Run away with someone else But you turned your evil inward 'Til you hated up yourself Delicate and fragile Hide the tablets, kitchen knives Take a ticket to a turnstile Just for one day in their lives You're not like me In obscurity Dying to be Since 1983 But fifteen people love you And fourteen, they ain't me Hold on 'til tomorrow In all sincerity Tim Chaplin 2004
39.
Secret Place 04:40
Meet me in a secret place This heart's for hire Hey, man, you know I'm just a liar Beat me in a human race This heart's on fire Hey, man, you know I'm just a liar Hey, man, you know I'm just a liar 'Cause every boy is broken And every girl is glass Gotta learn to live with what may come to pass Gotta learn to live with what may come to pass There's a guy who plays guitar Been here forever Hey, baby, don't you leave us never Lives inside a crashing car Taught himself clever Hey, baby, don't you leave us never Hey, baby, don't you leave us never 'Cause every boy's unbalanced And every girl is God Gotta carry on the best you ever could Gotta carry on the best you ever could Meet me in our secret place This heart's for hire Hey, girl, you know I'm just a liar Lock it in a guitar case To set on fire Hey, girl, you know I'm just a liar Hey, girl, you know i'm just a liar 'Cause every boy's been banished And every girl is gone Left looking for the light that never shone Left looking for the light that never shone Tim Chaplin 2004

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7-11: 1999
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19-26: 2002/2003
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